January 2010
Every Avenue - “I Forgive You”
I...
I've gotta stop napping in the afternoon.
So for whatever reason, I decided to take Honors Precal again. I thought, “Oh, well, I know Mr. Richmond’s teaching style, I’ll be fine.” Then I hear that a former LC teacher that retired was going to be teaching that class instead. The one that only gives out 3 or 4 A’s per class. FML. I started freaking out and nearly had a panic attack when I got home. Sign I...
December 2009
Late night/early morning longing for KC events. May 22, 2010 aka RFL needs to come fasterrr.
Hella guilt tripped.
I don’t have any intersession for 3rd term. But my mom still wants me to study. Study for what though? I can only do so much for SATs cause I haven’t learned all the stuff for History yet. And intersession for 4th term? I started the first day of break.
Now I have a sinking feeling in my stomach :/
Every Avenue - “Mindset”
A Confession, Eppie's, and...
Weirdest dream I’ve had in a while. It was senior year and we were on our way to DCON in Anaheim. Suddenly Hinh taps me on the shoulder and tells me someone’s gonna confess that they like me that day. Made me go WTF haha.
Then it changed to the swampy American River-like place I dreamed about after Eppie’s 2008. I forgot what Sharon, Jenny, and I were talking about.
Then out of...
100.
Sadly, a lot of the movies were released during the almost 2 years I couldn’t go out that often. It’s sad how I know so many books and movies and yet I’ve never seen them. I plan to change that in 2010.
I remember someone from my freshman year - who will remain nameless haha - who told me ”Asking for books for Christmas is a waste of a present.” I entirely disagree....
-shudders-
Ugh. If you’re afraid of spiders, never google “recluse.” Now I feel all paranoid.
End of the year reflection.
I’m sorry for the person I’ve been the past year, this past summer. I always say I’ll change but it’s a harder, longer process than I ever thought it’d be. Truthfully, it seems I’ve lost my passion for almost everything now. Almost everytime I’m looking forward to or confident about something, I end up disappointed. When I try to keep my hopes low in order to not get too disappointed I’m accused...
So at dinner my mom randomly mentions Robert Pattinson. We got into an argument about whether he or Daniel Radcliffe is more famous. Ok, so even I admit that the former looks pretty hawt sometimes as Edward Cullen. Robert might seem more famous because he has millions of screaming, drooling teenage girls as fans. But please, it’s a no brainer [: Daniel + Harry Potter > Robert + Twilight....
I miss summer.
Not because there’s 2 1/2 months of no school.
Or because it’s warmer.
But because I can look out the window at 6:30 pm and watch the sunset.
Goal for summer 2010: Go to the park with friends and take “ZOMG SO COOL” sunset pictures.
And this is why Phillip is my cool buddy
me (10:55:07 PM): so let’s just randomly ask each other questions from now on Phillip (10:55:12 PM): LOL me (10:55:12 PM): and see where it goes Phillip (10:55:14 PM): okay —— Phillip (10:59:57 PM): middle Phillip (11:00:01 PM): i can do this too >] me (11:00:08 PM): what’s your definition of middle? haha Phillip (11:00:16 PM): what’s your definition of not red?...
Spent the last hour looking up info about college. Idk if I’m more excited or worried about it.
Ferroro Rocher
mewill:
Am I the only one that thinks that they aren’t to die for? I mean they aren’t disgusting but I can only have 1 and I’ll be done. I don’t need a whole bunch of them.
Sorry Hallie and Uyen :p
Ahaha. No worries William. To each his/her own xD I myself can’t stand chocolate and fruit together.
me (9:55:14 PM): oh shit brb Bronson (9:55:20 PM): kk me (9:55:25 PM): dad opened a box of ferrero rocher me (9:55:31 PM): time to fight my brother over food again Bronson (9:55:35 PM): LOLOL.
I'm a short, demanding Asian person [:
me (9:24:41 PM): so i got $300 for christmas/birthday Bronson (9:24:47 PM): whatt. Bronson (9:24:48 PM): the hell. me (9:24:54 PM): dude me (9:25:00 PM): how many times have i told you me (9:25:01 PM): it’s HEO me (9:25:03 PM): ;] Bronson (9:25:29 PM): FINE Bronson (9:25:30 PM): THE HEO Bronson (9:25:31 PM): MAN. Bronson (9:25:35 PM): WHAT THE HEO Bronson (9:25:37 PM): HEOOOOOO...
Damn you spider in my room that I can't reach
-sigh-
Do I take the couch in the computer room or the one in the living room…
It doesn’t feel like Christmas is approaching. I guess it’s because I’ve broken so many of my Christmas traditions this year. Like not watching ”A Charlie Brown Christmas,” or buying candy canes to give to friends, or watching Food Network nonstop, or putting Christmas music on my iPod.
I regret not getting into the Christmas spirit as much this year :(
Ok, I admit sleeping at 4AM for the past week has...
But how the hell did you wind up in my dream?
"You've worsened my eyesight; everything except...
via Soompi Forums.
Oh dear, haha. I guess I am blind in more than one sense.
Watched half of A Christmas Carol starring Patrick Stewart today. It sure brought back memories when my class performed the play in 3rd grade (=
me (12:20:22 AM): that means we have to wait almost 2 agonizing weeks so see that “A-” on a damn piece of paper Sharon (12:20:28 AM): T___T Sharon (12:20:28 AM): or. Sharon (12:20:29 AM): B+ Sharon(12:20:30 AM): D: me (12:20:38 AM): either do a happy dance me (12:20:40 AM): or go emo me (12:20:46 AM): i’m hoping it’s the the 2nd one me (12:20:57 AM): *NOT NOT NOT...
500 Days of Summer on DVD?
Sounds absolutely spiffy [:
I'm in desperate need of some inspiration
No joke :(
I think this is the first time the word “change” has impacted me so much. I don’t know if it’s because of what happened last summer, if it’s because people aren’t as close anymore, or if I’ve finally sucked it up and matured, but the way I view the world is different now.
Sorry for the pessimistic posts and random bitching, but this is the only way I can...
Come on, do I really need to name the artist and...
I lied.
That sense of normalcy is gone.
And I still wonder if all this hard work will be for nothing.
Super Awkward
I IMed the wrong person.
And I don’t even know how I have that person’s SN.
Oh dear. I hope they don’t find out who I am LMAO
I wanna go on an adventure with friends. I’m sitting at home feeling very unproductive and already resorted to starting intersession early. TV doesn’t seem that appealing to me anymore.
I confess that in 2009, I have....
takemeawyy:
kiwiii:
tiresome: hannahbby: lottieeeee: uppereastside: monicagellerb: fastlive: itsashley: infinitebutterflies: thelovelybones: heythereace: blogspotoriginal: -dannx: thechocolatebrigade:
(x) stayed single for the whole year ( ) made out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow ( ) celebrated Halloween ( ) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart...
I found myself wanting to catch a glimpse of you today before break started. And when I did, I found myself just a little bit happier.
So I was worried about history this morning, cause I didn’t study and only relied on what my memory. Got an A on the final in the end :]
Gummy worms for the “brain surgery” in AP Psych! Super solid A in that class.
Laguna Pizza for lunch w/ Anne, Bronson, Hinh, Iren, Jenny, Sharon, Stephanie, Thinh, Thomas. Somehow all the Viet people wound up at one table and the Chinese on...
I just thought “What the hell am I doing with my life?” as I was working on my history study guide. I feel indifferent when I ask this. There’s not really any negative connotations associated with this question, but I guess I’m starting to question what else motivates me right now. I hope I find an answer to this question during break. I want to start 2010 feeling-no,...
Oh dear, that feeling is returning :/ I’m afraid of getting disappointed again.
Normalcy
Been catching up with Bryan for the past hour or so on AIM. I think it’s our first long conversation since soph year. I get to see him tomorrow too! =D I’m grateful for having a friend like him who makes me laugh my butt and tells me not to be afraid to take risks.
Dear Santa,
I would like some staples for Christmas this year because I’ve been using the same stapler since the 6th grade, and I’m finally down to my last few staples. When I discovered this predicament, I unfortunately wasted another staple as I was putting it in my backpack. I’m still seen by my peers as the kid with the stapler, and I would love retaining that title until the end of my...
“No good deed goes unpunished.”
– Oscar Wilde (via kari-shma)
Mmm. Memories from English freshman year.
Don’t you hate it when people tell you to speak up more and let your voice be heard, but then they completely ignore what you have to say?
Hmm. It bothers me that I was unable to phrase that more eloquently.
“It is one of life’s bitterest truths that bedtime so often arrives just when...”
– Lemony Snicket (via kari-shma)
“It’s difficult to ever go back to the same places or people. You turn away, even...”
– Gabrielle Zevin, Elsewhere (via julie911) (via kari-shma)
Role Reversals
Bryan (10:18:50 PM): i have soo much homework tonight it sucks me (10:18:55 PM): :[ me (10:19:03 PM): i didn’t even do any of my hw Bryan (10:19:15 PM): you should do it Bryan (10:19:22 PM): hwk is actually important me (10:19:26 PM): it’s not due until tuesday Bryan (10:20:40 PM): soo your going to have to cram it all in tomorrow
I find it funny how he’s the one scolding me for...
So something I got from Eppie’s 2008 came in handy. I used it to fix my glasses ROFL. Yay for free stuff at KC events [:
Tomorrow’s agenda: -Revise Reflective Essay -Gather Ch 1-7 flashcards for Psych -Buy my KC secret santa person their present. Hopefully my dad will let me go to Toys R Us to get it. -Candy canes for friends + kids at Shriner’s -Stocking for NHS Adopt-a-Family
It’s strange how I feel fine when I’m near you but completely frazzled when you’re across the room from me.
Creek Rock Recap
One of the performers asked someone to Senior Ball. Sadly, the person in questions could not make it to the event, but hopefully she’ll say yes when she sees the video on Youtube. That was so freaking cute [:
To be honest, Creek Rock got kinda boring in the middle, but the last performance. OMG!
Single Ladies! The crowd kept yelling “One more time!” so the group gave an...